Longing and lost

A blank page staring
straight back at me
the white blaring
words wanting to be free

how can there be a release
i don't know who's reading
so my mind's at no peace
and my heart is beating

i wish it would stop
stop longing, stop needing
i wish hearts didn't gallop

i wish words could flow
smooth like ink from a pen
nice and slow with a place to go
like back when

no matter what happens
i want a real friend