Suicidal Mirror

I see hurt.
Pain burns in her eyes.
She looks so helpless
and not ready to die.

She's yelling at me
but I can't hear a word.
I feel like I could help
but not sure if I should.

Tears that had suffered
pours out in red.
I notice that it's blood
flooding up to her head.

I see her suffocating
but I don't move one bit.
I'm not telling her to stop;
not telling her to quit.

Her eyes are closing
she suddenly can't breathe.
I'm just watching her die
in agonizing peace.

She's slowly dying;
unable to live.
Then I start to notice
what horrible thing I did.

I can't help her now
since it's too late care.
It hurts to see her go;
hell to even stare!

I close my eyes for a miracle
since she's about to leave,
But when I open my eyes
it was just a reflection of me.