Those words

Those words
The moment I heard them
My heart broke
Tears flooded my eyes.
I run, I cannot stop.
Running more and more.
Thoughts come into my head.
Bad thoughts
My head floats out of reality.
I see a place I wish I was.
But then I come back to the real world
And the bad thoughts come back.
I run into a dark room.
Wondering if I should make these thoughts real.
Inches away from becoming a memory,
I stop myself.
And think.
I can move on
And make something of myself.
I will be ok
It will take time,
But I really will be ok