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Thoughts, so many thoughts running though my mind
Confusions, turning to frustration as I contemplate my actions made
Anxiety to the point I want to cry thinking about the same thing endlessly
Tears come naturally at this point I am looking at all the things I could of changed
My thinking is trough, the unavoidable thoughts has made me bethink a plausible solution
If only I would of thought of this before, or maybe I am no longer blind, an unbroken heart
That heart is not mine, it has been so long, I cannot recognize what I have just thought to receive.
As my thinking fades so does my life which is the price I paid to have loved and beloved truly and real