Mother?

Why do you treat me this way? You say your just doing whats best, but your only pushing me away. Why cant you see, what your doing to me? Your the only one that i ever truly wanted to show, and all you could do was walk away.

You came back today, but it wasn't really you. It hasn't been you for a long time now. I wish you could see that what your doing is tearing all of us apart. But leaving wont solve anything. I wish you would come back and stay for good. The real you, that used to love me.

But I'm tired of wishing for it to be better.

I know I'm not perfect, you've told me a thousand times,
so how about we just pretend I'm everything you wanted me to be. But just once couldn't you would hug me and tell me its all OK, like you used to?

I don't deserve this, neither does dad. You never saw the tears behind his smile, because if you saw how much you hurt him, you would never be able to look at him in the eyes again. And he wont show me, because he knows that seeing him broken, would break me more.

You cant treat us like dirt, and then expect us not to hurt.

Mother is a title you don't deserve.