I can never tell...

No, I can never tell
The reason why the tears fell

My darkest thoughts stay behind
They stick around and leave me blind

He does not care, and he never will
I try and find help in this one little pill

I start to think I'm finally freed
When my wrist starts to bleed

No, I can never tell
I'm living in my own hell

These many secrets that I keep
Replay in my head when I try to sleep

Sweet salvation will never be mine
The light of love will never shine