Lost, Weak, and Hurting

Lost
weak
and hurting

still struggling
to find my place.

standing in a
black void
wondering exactly
which way is up
but to afraid to jump
because i might never find
solid ground again.

i cry out
asking for help
wondering if You'll really
help me.

i've tried
for so long
to stand on my own
and push down the hurt
but it hasn't helped.

i'm still lost
weak
and hurting.

please
just help me
to find my direction.