by Michaela Lewis   May 15, 2008

I feel the same i don't know why
when said these words i simply sigh
every day i want to cry
i run from the pain i can't hide

I don't know what to do
or why i feel this way
the words are easy wright
but very hard to say

I changed my ways I'm doing good
I'm going through school like i should
i do things now not a bump on a log
but i walk slowly like I'm in a fog

you see me happy you see me smile
but i have not been truly happy for quit a wile
the smile the laughter it's all fake
the pain in side makes me shake

Why good do i feel this way
i try to do any thing you say
when will the pain fade away?

when will it leave i all ways cry
when will it leave the day i die

no where for me to hide
no reason for me to cry
just live with the pain till the day i die

the reason i smile
the reason laugh
i don't want others to suffer
on my behalf

i still smile through the days
I'll still laugh as my way
but know that it's all fake on the inside i still shake

i will always cry
but those feeling
i will always hid


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  • 13 years ago

    by Goth marionette

    This poem is beautifully written...It showed how much u r suffering inside...It really touched me
    Good job,keep it up:)
    Wish to read more and more wonderful poems for u..

  • 13 years ago

    by Emily

    Love to you, remember that there is only one person, Jesus, who can really see your heart. He is the only one who can satisfy your soul. Its been a long road for me too... I know just how you feel. There's hope.

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