I gave myself a chance..

I gave myself a chance
To play and go out now
But no one would play with me
Because they think I'm a freak
And all I'm doing now
Is sitting behind this tree
With a notebook next to me
And words touching my skin
I gave myself a chance
To go and say hello
But they wouldn't say a word
They would run away from me..
And all I'm doing now
Is walking back to home
I regret the time I said
"I'll give myself a chance"