How could it have gone so wrong…
I’ve failed…I’ve let you down and abandoned you
How could my heart do such a shameful thing to you my angel
How could I have feared dying for my one and only love
Do I need your love
Do I need your forgiveness
In truth my soul mate I know not
In this chaotic sub-consciousness
A place with waves of guilt
Crashing against the bedrock of my will to live
I could not protect you
And without you as my strength, my heart dies…
I will fling myself into the unknown
And in that darkness I reach out to you
My shining light…..
