Living for nothing

Silence fills the room
a tear trickles down her cheek
a shiver crawls up her back
She can hear the rain hitting her window
She lays still
wishing she would disappear
shuts her eyes tight
nothing happens

She falls
into a deep sleep
one filled with
anxiety
fear of tomorrow
sinful thoughts
and
nightmares

Morning comes
no sun today
just a Grey sky
and the beginning of another day