A Year Ago At Four

It's been a year ago at four
And I can't get over you...
Where are you?
Where did you go?

I miss you.

I'm trying to move on
Somehow, I'm held back;
Guilt I could have saved you
Guilt I'm finally happy,
Without you by my side.
Guilt I made you end it all...

I made you end it all...

I read your letter.
You know, I'm doing what you said
I'm changing...
No more pain, no more destruction
I'm giving it up for you

Be proud of me please?

I drove you to death
You drove me to life
I'm fighting on now,
Keeping strong
But I can't help the feeling
I should be dead with you...

Forever dead with you...