You tell me you want to know what i feel
Though you could never understand me
I fear to tell you....
if i do, if i open those gates
then i fear i may never be able to close them
and i tried so hard to close them the first time...
My thoughts don't make sense
they flutter around
in all directions no planning or forethought
i go where they lead me
and in all their wanderings only one thing remains
unchanged in them all.
If i opened up to you, I don't know if i could ever close to you again.
Once you know someone its easy...
And i don't know if I'm ready to trust someone with that yet.
