Since you left

This is how I feel since you left my side,
I feel sad,
I feel depress,
I fell like crying,
I feel like dieing,
But I know I must be strong and move on,
Because their are others that need me,
And I cant leave them behind,
Because I'm not like you,
I do have a heart,
At times i feel like thing are falling apart,
I look at their face and start to cry,
Because damn... they look like you!
At times i hit the wall and tried to cut my vines,
Wishing time would go back and things would be the same.