Medically Speaking

Can't get you out of my head
Just thought you'd like to know
For all my racing thoughts
My heart beats pretty slow
Medically speaking
Each beat makes two sounds
One is flying thoughts of you
Second is those crashing to the ground
Everytime I try to forget
Those thoughts come screaming back
Thoughts of you in my arms
Colourful memories turn cold and black
Medically speaking
This heartbeat I hear now
Is the same one I had yesterday
Little skepticism if you'd allow
Medically speaking
Just thought you'd like to know
For all my happy and/or sad thoughts
My heart beat is pretty slow

Hours pass,
and she still counts the minutes
that I am not there,
I swear I didn't mean for it to feel like this,
like every inch of me
is bruised. ~ bruised-jack's mannequin