Just Maybe.

Here I lay waiting and knowing that there is much more.
I could feel better then this.
I could feel happy once more.
I could feel safer then this.

But I sit and stare.
It feels like no body seems to care.

I know my life aren't as bad.
But you have to look at it in a different way.
For I am always sad.
No matter what people say.

I hate to feel low.
It hurts me so.

Hold my hand baby.
Tell me maybe just maybe.

It shall not return.
So my soul shall not burn.

In a drenched blood.
As I fall, I fall.
With a thud...

Could I not be worth any less?
My soul needs a bless, a bless.

Kiss me and hold me tight.
Tell me its gonna be alright.

I hate to bleed.
Where will this lead !

Whisper.
Call my name.
Whisper.
Call my name.

Hear the drumming of the humming in my head.
Lets take a breathe, a breathe to let this mend.

Hold onto me.
Look out the window.
And see.
My heart sinks so low.