He told me
Just to suck it up
Forget the pain
Live like I'm supposed to
and try not to remember yesterday.
This was the boy that left me long ago.
He knew i would die
When i didn't have his love anymore.
I'm burning inside
I can't blame anyone but myself
For my mistake
Why should i listen to him
If he can't even prove his words are worth saying
He's buried deep now
He just wanted a hug
Someone to hang on and give him some love
He doesn't know that till this very day
I cry at night just for his pain
He was worth every single tear in my soul
Every crack i got
and how my heart ripped along with my soul
He took the most important thing from me
That was my will to be unimaginably free
It doesn't matter what happens anymore
I wrecked my chance to be safe
All because i doubted for a second
The love i felt from him
And thought he was going to leave
It was that night..
The one that ruined my reason to fight
That i put a gun to my heart
and took my life
