A goodbye to the tragic memories

I'm drowning myself in this hole of lies
i used to be strong but now I'm broke and I'm dying
my happiness is paint with this blood tears
i suicide my smile so I have no emotions left.

in this world theres nothing more
i'm so cursed and so fuked up
i Cant remember the last time I cry.
my angels are dying.. my sky is falling
there's just pain in my life.

i gave my heart to nothing real
i have no soul u take it away I'm blind and cold,
i have no name.. i'm just anonymous in this life
every day is a struggle, and every breath a fight for survival.
but i'm not fighting anymore. i give up.
this is my last night , so i'm taking this knife
to free my heart and calm my anger

i cant helpt it.. i'm just so scared
i want to live but no with pain
i've turned so invisible to everyone..
that I have never seen the light of day
and Depression is a part of my nights.

i live in a cage, solitary and cold.
fear is my guard, thoughts are my world
and my voice I forgot .. I lost my voice.
i can't remember it anymore
you take it
you stole it
just like my smile, my hope and my life!
i'm alone but u are still here!
because you are a part of me
because all that remains me of you is what is inside of me!
so this is goodbye..!!