Sometimes, i lay there, nobody else just me, i lay there and wonder just how life might be, if only a year ago i hadn't made a mistake, i wonder just how life would be & how we would of coped if i had you here beside me, sometimes i begin to wonder if it was a mistake & the more i sit and wonder the more i realize....
The more i think about it and the more i cry, the more i know its time to say goodbye, i dont know how im gona say it & i dont know what to do, but the more i sit & wonder the more it hurts inside & the more it hurts inside the less i live..
i know your some where looking down on me wondering why i cry!
So my son this is for you...
i love you now and i always will, you'll be apart of me forever... but just for now i have to say goodbye! I'll see you someday! Goodbye My Son...
I love you!
love mum xxx
