Falling

Silently sabotaged and then suddenly awake
Where did my true love go?
I just loved you for heaven sake
But the world ate you up very slow

Dying inside as tears cloud my sight
Not recognizing my soul anymore
Watching my fingers letting go of this fight
As my dreams and desires turn sore

Your tender touch replaced by rage
My hopeful heart turning into stone
Lying face-down on life's big stage
Suddenly realizing that I'm alone

Falling deeper into my own sphere
Twirling down into a forest of silence
Feeling you close but not wanting you near
Subjecting myself to more violence