How will you ever know
when the end of a friendship is
if the start of a friendship begins
with a clam near the end
would leave one of the people
holding part of the pearl
gone and out of this world
taking along the mind soul and heart
but splitting the mind soul and heart
leaving those parts to fend for themselves
it seems to me thinking about leaves me in tears
for missing you but in happiness
for being drenched in your memories
how could such a person hate
and begin a life to take
and a cruel crime to break
I still remember
the last thing I said to you
the question made me understand
who and what I was to you
you asked what my favorite color was
I told you sky blue
because I knew blue
meant being honest and true
you said your favorite color was
one you would always claim
red because that was the color of love and pain
I tried to live out our dreams
but you told me to
live out what was important to me
I knew we connected in the hearts
and lived in the same place
but was much different in the mind
now we are in different places
being that three bullets surrender
your life three times
everyday I want to shed tears
and ask why and how
but whispers tell me to look to the sky
as I do I see the clouds arrange into the shape
of you face as the sun shines
I know thats just your smile
