Sometimes in life we can not choose what is to be or to be
But we have the power to decide the out come of what happens next.
To have struggled the whole time together we have not decided to call it quits and and I agree on the ending terms but the feelings of sadness are overwhelming who knew it would be this hard to say goodbye and lets just be FRIENDS so simple to say but so hard to explain to myself "ITS REALLY OVER"
I thought to myself I can do this but I feel so different now what happen to the LOVE that said to each other?
Do I move on so simple to say LIL "MOVE ON" YEA RIGHT but I see your face everywhere I go and I hear your voice when I close my eyes I just want to press the off BUTTON and act like we never happen but now who's to wipe the tears who's to hold me at night????? Damn this shit is hard you have not even went anywhere just changed positions but can I handle that? why now why do these tears have to fall now I have held it together for a while now but I have come to my breaking point I am sitting in class wanting so bad to cry but I'm fighting it with all I have witch isn't much at this point thoughts o everything start coming to mind I don't even know where to start I thought that our would be my one in only but I was so unhappy with the fights arguing and the breaking up and making up should I feel like a fool should I hate you
NO thats not me I love our but only GOD can let us make the next move
or just maybe we we only meant for a season something like to show our selfs the areas that need improvement but I hope just maybe we will see us not just you and I but us but until then WELCOME MY FRIEND!
