These iron bars

Dear you;

I never meant to hurt you;
I never meant to take what was yours,
I never meant to tare your heart apart.

I was so young;
So immature,
If I could rewind to that night....
The night where our lives changed forever,
The night where the moon lit up the night;
And those beautiful stars burnt out.

These bars;
Are to heavy,
My dreams are stuck behind.
All because of my selfishness.
I took your innocence;
Out in your front yard,
The food here sucks,
And these clothes make me sick.
The guys here beat me up!
I dont even know why....

But I guess it does not matter;
Because I know that I hurt you,
And these tears I cry is true,
And only for you.

I will be here forever;
Never to be set free,
My heart and soul to die.
Behind these bars.
With out any bail damn you truly wanted me gone?
Im sorry I hurt you!
You are all I think about;
You were my flower and I loved to watch you grow.

My soul;
My heart,
And my body,
Are stuck behind these selfless metal bars,
But you remain on my mind,
I love you!
Never did I intend for this to happen.
I remember your scream;
I remember your cry,
I remember your cold sweaty hands trying to push me off.
Every night I am haunted;
But nothing I can do know!

Im sorry I hurt you;
Im sorry I raped you,
I never meant to do that to you.

Always the boy who never meant to hurt you

( if you read at loss for breath you will get this poem)