There are so many things i want
but most of them are just there to taunt.
i wish i could be happy all the time
i wish i had my old partner in crime
i wish i could make everyone happy
with out anything getting too sappy
i wish that anything i say or do,
could just be forwarded to you
unless i want it to rewind
then i guess, never mind.
i wish that your life and mine could be the same
then it wouldn't be like we were playing a game
i wish that everything could go away without thinking
that it could just leave, without me shrinking
i wish that you could just see
that i don't care if you love or like me
i know i don't love you
its true,
never have, probably never will
i cant think of anything that will fill
i didn't love him i don't think
me and him were just more in sync.
we don't seem to be that way
but i know that it will be okay
either way, i know I'm good
because before, i never knew where i stood
but now its different
i didn't know what i ever meant
but its okay now
even though i still sometimes don't know how
i wish that my family could get by
without me ever having to tell a lie
i wish that me and you will work things out
and i mean, without anyone having to shout.
i don't want us to fight alot
but whatever i guess i got caught
in this whole seems-to-me scene
i guess its not to extreme
sometimes i don't even think before i speak
thats what i think makes me so weak
because you could blame everything on me
and i couldn't even see
that it wasn't my fault, partly yours too
but thats just the average day of me and you.
i guess I'm jealous of the ones who know where their headed
and sometimes of the ones that are a bit lightheaded,
because they don't know what its like
to be told to take a hike
or be told to shut when ever you speak.
people like that, i don't ever beak
because thats just wrong. and everyone knows it.
because otherwise, i will have a fit.
