A memory not wanted

Another memory to hold on to
Another memory thats never going to pass me
Another memory I just don't want
A memory of screwing up
A memory of hate and sorrow to fill my life
A memory to cause those sleepless nights
because I'm trying to fix the horror of the day
The memory wanders continuously not leaving me alone
I try to escape from that one memory but it always finds its way back to me just to bring me down
Down to the ground below
below us all.