This girl was me

Suicidal and runaway
just like in her dream
will she be alone 'till the end?
is this really what it seems?

she can't seem to hold up the fight
she's becoming weaker by the day
not wanting to hold on
not wanting to stay

no one knows her pain
they only see the smile
they don't see how she's walked
all those painful miles

now she's too far for help
she's got her plan ready
blade by her side
trying to get her hand steady

the pills go down
the suicide letter by her side
telling them all the secrets
and how she no longer wanted to hide

the blood starts dripping
she fallen too deep
for her
the mountain was just too steep

she takes her last breath
as her soul fades into the night
this girl was me
and now darkness has enloped my sight