TO MY UNBORN BABY

HEYY BABY ITS MOMMY
THIS LETTER IS TO ZIAIRRA
TO THE FACE I NEVER WILL GET TO SEE
TO WHAT ALL I KNOW IS SOMETHING SPECIAL
TO WHAT I WILL NEVER SEE GROW
ZIAIRRA YOU GREW IN MY BELLY FOR 5 MONTHES
THEN YOU PAST AWAY ON MOMMY
GOD DONT YOU KNOW THAT TAKEN HER FROM ME
KILLED APART OF MY HEART INSIDE
AS NOW I LIVE MY LIFE NEVER WONDERING
WHAT SHE WOULD HAVE GROWN UP TO BE
ZIAIRRA MOMMY REALLY MISSES YOU
YES I DO MISS YOU
I WILL NEVER GET TO HOLD YOU
TELL YOU I LOVE YOU
WATCH YOU GROW
ZIAIRRA DADDY AND MOMMY LOVES YOU
I KNOW YOUR NOT HERE
BUT
I KNOW YOU ARE HELPEN US
ZIAIRRA I KNOW THAT GOD NEEDED A NEW ANGEL
BUT WHY MY LIL GURL?
YOU TOOK THE BEST THING THAT MADE ME
CHANGE MY LIFE AROUND
AND I KNOW YOUR SAFE IN HEAVEN
BUT I CANT GO ON LIVEN WITH OUT YOU
AS THE DAYS PASS AND GROW TO YEARS I AM GUNNA MISS YOU
I KNOW GOD TOOK YOU UP ABOVE
BUT IT WAS NOT FAIR
BUT WHO EVER SAID LIFE WAS TRUELY FAIR ANY WAYS
ZIAIRRA I KNOW YOU ARE CLOSE TO MOM AND DAD
BUT WHY DID GOD TAKE YOU AWAY FROM US
I WRITE THIS POEM WITH PLENTY TEARS POREN DOWN MY CHEEK
I WANT TO SHOW THE WORLD JUST HOW STRONG I HAVE BEEN
AND HOW I WOULD HAVE DONE ANYTHING TO BRING YOU BACK
I KNOW YOU WERE A GIRL
AND THAT MAKES IT HARDER
EVEN IF YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN A BOY IT WOULD HAVE BEEN HARD ON US
AS THE YEARS FADE AWAY
I THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY
SPECIALY WHEN I GO TO BED
WHEN I LOST YOU I CRIED FOR YOU BACK
SEEING OTHER YOUNG MOMS REALLY KILLS ME
BUT ZIAIRRA YOUR MEMORYS WILL LIVE ON
UNTILL THE VERY DAY I DIE
GETTEN OVER YOU WILL NEVER HAPPEN
BUT GETTEN OVER WHAT HAPPENED WILL TAKE A WHILE
BUT ZIAIRRA I WILL ALWAYS HAVE LOVE FOR MY UNBORN CHILD

WRITTEN SATURDAY MAY 24 2008