From a feeling to an illusion..

It was quite beautiful to see you back
You talked to me; I felt I reached the sky
We were connected but at the same time we werent

Then you told me we should star over
We decided to take a shot
But it feels you wanted to hurt me
But still I let you in

Everything was supposed to change
And I was glad about it
Cuz I wanted to try too
but it seems that you create an illusion
and now you just want to enjoy watching me fade

Im wondering where you are
Why arent you here like you say you will?
And you just vanish,,,
What about me? my illusion fades.

All the happiness that I had when you say start over
Turns into a bad memory that I no longer want to remember
Cuz once it was beautiful
But now it just seems to be ashes from a fire red that once existed

watch me fade