If I could only be away...

It's 12:55 and I'm sitting in this desk
My mind flows through a river of rumors
Runs through a deep sea full of untold truths...
Are them lies or is just my lack of confidence?

If I could only be away...
Away from the noise
Away from the sun,
Away from every little breathe
Because every feeling that I have
Reminds me of my life

WAIT! Life...
Whats life? Whats my life?
Can it be called like that?
Life is something beautiful to enjoy

I wish my life was the sky over the deep sea and the endless river
Just to watch you,
Acting crazily to find an answer or maybe a new way to fool the things that surrounds you, while you are drowning in the water

Right then, when Im away
Maybe Ill feel better watching you
But deep inside me
Im drowning just as you are
Why? ...just take a look at our last days,
We are distantly together...we are one!

Now Im thinking
Do I want to be away?
I see you
you are drowning,
You are lying
You are under my skin
And I dont want you to drown
I dont want to drown!