One Again

Once again

Here I am Once again am back to where I begun
To the very starting point
To where I once laid so broken inside
Once again I did the same mistake
I fell in the same deep well
I am back to being nobody
An unknown character
In the mysterious medley of life

Once again here I am
With the ruins of everything I built with these bare hands
Am back to the basis of emptiness
To the place I once ran away from
To that place I once locked on
Frightened of what it hides behind
But sooner than it seems it memories flashed back to me
Revealing my scars and wounds
That wouldn't heal

And so I am here once again
To collect the shattered pieces of my broken soul
That is like a puzzle lacking a part
That would make everything seem so right
And so am here searching for those lost pieces
Between the burning ashes of my beat less heart
For without them my life has no meaning

And finally here I am again and again
Was here and will always be
Between the scars trying to heal
With the only hope left for me
Which is the ability to breathe through this dusky atmosphere
And the power to apprise after this harsh decline