I Don't Deserve

Yes, I still like you
But am I in love with you...No
You broke my heart too many times
These scars I will never outgrow

You played games with my mind over and over
And like a mouse I always fell for the trap
But now that I'm wiser and all the tears have dried
I've realized that I don't deserve your crap

I don't deserve to be treated like any other girl
I deserve to be treated better
I don't deserve to see your ex flirt in your face
And you do nothing but let her

I don't deserve the comments they make behind my back
Although yes I was stupid at the time
I don't deserve to have to reassure myself every night
Thinking that you're all mine

So when you look me in my eyes and tell me you love
Hold my hands and ask for one more chance
I almost say yes, but my heart yells no
I've finally broken free of your trance