Too much to bare

"Too much time locked in the room"
That's what they used to say
"You're too anti-social"
I've always been this way

I am not like normal girls
I don't walk around flirting
I'm usually at home or work
And I'm usually hurting

I don't walk around with a fake smile
I think that's really lame
I just wanna get through this life
Just like some stupid game

I never really cared for anyone
I liked to be alone
I'd go to school, go to work
Then finally go home

I was always told I was heartless
Even by my friends
I didn't pay any real attention
And I knew I couldn't mend

For I had loved once
And they broke my heart
I was torn down
I was torn apart

So when people ask me
Why I know longer care
I just sit there quietly
I feel the truth is too much to bare