Gone

I can't believe what we had is gone.
For months and months I've tried to hold on.
You made it clear last night that you didn't care.
It came to everything that I didn't want to hear.

My heart racing, no longer steady pacing.
Mind full of memories to be reminiscing.
On all the times we've had in the pasts,
all the nights we'd fight, then had a blast.
But now it's all gone
You decided to move on.
I wish I could do the same
but all I carry is the guilt and the pain.