You Arnt Worth it

I'm lying on my Back, i can't sleep.
Staring up at the ceiling.
Tears running down my face once again.
I wish you were here to dry them.

I'm cold.
I am cold and alone here.
My Heart shattering with each breath
I take as I think of you.
I wish you were here to hold me.

I'm sitting by the pond where you once
told me you loved me.
This place is old and gray now.
It fell apart, like us.
I wish you were here to fix it.

Do you remember the schoolyard, where
we first kissed?
I'm sitting there now.
Remembering.
Hoping to relive that magic.
I wish you here to relive it with me.

I stare up at the stars.
It was our favorite thin to do on summer nights.
We used to gaze up for hours.
Our hands entwined.
Admiring
I with you were here now.

I think about what happened-
Why you left like you did.
What did she have that I don't?
At first I thought I would do anything to get you back.
But now, i realized something-

You aren't worth it.
you chose to leave.
It's your fault you chose her over me

I love you, I miss you.
I wish you were back.

But no more tears are falling form my green eyes because of you.
I'm moving on.