I Made A New Friend...

I made a new friend the other night... his name was 'Razor'.
I introduced him to a part of my body called 'wrist'.
They got on well and soon started moving closer and closer together, almost touching...
Until suddenly, those sharp plates of metal pieced my skin, leaking out fresh red blood. I watched as it dripped down my wrist, down my arm and then drip by drip falling from my elbow.
As i watched the drips running down my arm, i thought of all the others things that were falling apart, like my life.
Because of this 'depression' crap that is happening to me, my whole life is falling apart. And this is what its come to. Sitting alone at night, listening to the same depressing music as always, watching the rain fall down against my window pane with a razor in one hand.
I just want to be normal again, to wake up in the morning and look forward to living throughout the day, not wishing that i could fall back asleep and not wake up ever again.