One way love

Her face....i cant remember.
why?
why?
why must this be the case?
i loved her.
love her.
lost her.
i want to see her.
touch her.
feel her.
she who i want...who i have always wanted.
she my passion, my grace, my fury, and disgrace.
to hear her laugh as i stroke my hands through her hair.
do I dare?
see her smile.
hug her.
touch her.
feel her.
kiss her.
steal her.
i scream with passion!
oh this feeling i cant bear!
i sob with pain, shedding one tear
but i know that soon the day draws near
i cant go on wanting.
it feels like shes staring at me tauting!
This isn't just some game!
i see her after so long i see her.
but.....she doesn't even remember my name..............

[its a kind of true story...still waiting to see her one last time]