Hard to believe

It's hard to believe what you say.
Especially after what you did.
You betrayed and lied.
You hurt and frightened.
I forgave you too much.
It was a mistake.
I should have left the first time.
The first time you put your hands on me.
But I didn't.
You didn't threaten me to stay.
Cause thats not your way.
You begged and pleaded.
You said you would change.
I believed you.
I was easy to fool.
You didn't change you just did it again.
And I forgave you again.
Just like a fool.
Thinking you could change.
But again I was mistaken.
You never changed.
You stopped asking for forgiveness.
Now you expected it.
Because you knew I would.
I Always did.
I was yours.
But its so hard to believe.
That after all this.
I left and I won't come back.
You can't expect my forgiveness.
You can't even ask.
The most you'll get...
is a cold stare.
But maybe its not so hard to believe.