I'm just not strong enough anymore

Days gone by,
Can't remember the time,
When you used to cry,
And life was the only crime.

I used to think of you everyday,
Wondering if you think of me the same.
But I knew it was just a dream,
holding onto an empty stream.

Why did I love you everyday?
Why did I wish you'd always stay?
Why did I hope when I knew the truth?
My only heart I was to shoot.

Now I'm left all alone,
Heartache and pain my only goal.
Life is as bleak as mourners get,
A darkened way - the only fact.

Why did I cry when you wouldn't try?
Why did I break when you passed me by?
Why did I live to love someone,
Who couldn't realize I was the one?

Who took away all the pain,
Who made life less insane.
Who'd give away life in a heartbeat,
Wipe the tears that you would weep.

I wish you'd understand my pain,
Realize that love ain't no game.
Wish you'd hear what I have to say,
Instead of turning your back away.

I'm just not strong enough anymore,
I can't walk again through that door.
It's just filled with lies and deceit,
Where the broken pieces do greet.

I'm just not strong enough anymore...