What Have I Done?

I... you... what had I said
Press.. send... message sent?
You have till 6:30 and then I am done
And I knew it wasn't what I meant

I looked in your eyes...
And I saw all the pain...
The tears... the memories...
Washed away by the rain

I cried because it hurt
I swear I had lost you
I couldn't bare the idea
Of us being through

I shuddered... and shivered.
I sank to the floor
Ignoring the world
By slamming my door

I was done, I'd had it...
The weeks can't get worse
My expression destroyed
By some horrid curse.

I love you I swear
From now till the end
I just need you close
To help my heart mend