All those liess

From when i was a little girl
i always wanted you there
You were the hero in my life

as i grew older i saw through that
i understood what you were doing
and how you hurt the people around you

I saw the fights between you and my sibling
and i did not understand where it came from
I thought it was just anger or he did something
wrong

But as i got older it showed
the drug the alcohol
Mommy didn't want you around

But i was the one who keep wanting you back
i did not want to lose the "hero" in my life
and you came back

You promised to take me places
do things with me but those were just
lies. you spent the time in the bars

Now your just merely a distant figure
your no longer the hero in my life
you lost my respect

I don't want you back anymore
you just showed me how one person
you thought was your hero can do
so much harm