I want it to go away

I want all the pain to go away
all the sad memories and tears
all the dreams
that make me scream and cry at night
all the bad things
just go away
i miss when i was happy
i miss when i used to smile
i miss all the friend i used to have
before sadness came my way
i can remember
when i could smile and be ok
happy
remember??
no, please
the memories is fading
all the sadness is coming back
why cant i smile anymore?
why cant i be happy?
why do i have to be in so much pain?
it hurts so much
i want it to go away
i want all the bad things
to just leave me alone for while
i want to be happy
i want to remember all the happy things
i used to see in life
all the laughter
all the smiles
but now its gone
i cry myself to sleep at night
i ask myself
what did i do wrong?
why dose it all hurt so much?
why wont it do away?
it just bites me
and eats me away
slowly, painfully
it wont stop
will it ever?