WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO

I LOST MY MOM AT 6YRS OLD
THERE HAS BEEN THINGS THAT HAVE NEVER BEEN TOLD
AT 6 YRS OLD AND NO WHERE TO TURN, SISTERS ALL GROWN UP AND NEVER HOME
MOST OF THE TIME I WOULD SPEND ALONE
YET NO ONE TOOK THE TIME TO SAY HONEY EVERYTHING WILL BE OK

MY SISTERS WOULD SAY THAT SHE USE TO DRINK AFTER A LONG HARD WORKING DAY MOSTLY EVERYDAY
I REALLY CANT REMEMBER ALL I KNOW IS THAT SHE DIED IN DECEMBER
I ASK MYSELF WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO

I SAY TO MYSELF WAS MY DAD TO BLAME
ALTHOUGH I SHOULDNT BE THINKING LIKE THIS
BUT MY SISTER FEELS THE SAME

ALTHOUGH THERE IS SO MANY UNANSWERED QUESTIONS THAT I THINK ABOUT ALL THE TIME
YET NO ONE IS THERE TO EVER REPLY
AS I SIT HERE AND WONDER WHY
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO
BUT STILL TILL THIS DAY I WILL NEVER REALLY KNOW

I VISIT HER AT THE CEMENTARY ALL THE TIME BECAUSE SHE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART
I WISH THIS WAS ALL A DREAM
AND ALL THAT IM WRITING IS ALL A LIE