And you wonder

Look at me,
see me cry,
can't help, but wonder why
do you see,
see what you've done to me?
i use to be so sweet and innocent
but now im not, its just so meaningless
i cry all night, and all day too
i cut, just cause i don't have you,
all i want is too fall so deep,
and for once fall asleep,
with a smile,
just for once,
in my life