Truth of my feelings

Twice I have admitted my feeling to you
But now I ask myself can they be true
When I saw you I seemed to always melt
But not once did I think of how you felt

I threatened my life last time we spoke
I had no idea what consequences that might provoke
Selfishly thinking I was the only one hurt
I was being stupid; to be curt

You stressed over me
Something I was to foolish to see
Obsessed to the point of insensitivity
When caring should have been my proclivity

I have thought things long and hard
Somethings may leave one scarred
But now I see the error of my way
And there is something I can now truly say

Without you I still have a place in life
Although that place may now be filled with emotional strife
For this and the reasons above
I can truly say you are the one I love.