Permanent scar

Laying on my back
Looking at the stars
Trying to take my mind off
This permanent scar
It won�t go away
Won�t leave my head
As I gaze to the sky
Wishing I were there instead

This knot in my stomach
This ache in my heart
I don�t know where to begin
Don�t know where to start
This thought is pretty big
Some may say its bizarre
Or even kinda looney
I call it a permanent scar

My thoughts start to race
As my mind runs off track
I look over my shoulder
Knowing there�s no turning back
My mind has to catch up
To my pace of my heart
Cause I can�t give up know
I wish there was a button that said restart
I feel like I�m floating up to the sky
I feel as though I�m moving up so far
For soon time will heal it
For now its my permanent scar.