Breathless

I cant breath
the tears are streaming
down my rosy pink cheeks
eyes blood shot red
my heart tightens in my chest
i have a swirling in my stomach that doesn't end
my fingers start to go numb
i feel my head get dizzy
my eyes go blurry
i hear someone call me probably my mom
yet i try to ignore
i feel the wet sticky blood on my wrists
the cold hard floor on my back
and the pain thats felt when your alone
and yet i lay and try to take my last breath in,
yet i end up without
i close my eyes to the darkness
and..
rest in peace