Confusion of a Lost Girl

I've forgotten how to think,
I can't remember how to feel.
When did this pain get so real?

As soon as something good happens,
Something bad matches it.
I'm losing myself bit and bit.

I want to scream,
I want to cry.
Just to know I'm still alive.

I'm starting to crack,
I'm being driven to insanity.
Life just doesn't know what to do with me.