I Dont Know

Im giving up and letting go
Why did you have to change?.
I loved you dearly and cherished your company
Your eyes brightened up my world.
Now you closed them and I've fallen into a deep black hole
Your smile filled me up with happiness and joy
but now i can no longer catch it
Its gone forever
Now im here all alone
Now us being together are only memories in my head.
All those crazy times
But how am I supposed to keep those memories though
if they are making me go insane?