Sorry

I am sorry I hurt you, I am sorry I am here
And sometimes I wish I would just disappear
I know you think I am the girl of your dreams, but
there is more to me that you have not seen
I lie, I cheat, I steal, but still I fuss
Knowing there is someone out there less fortunate then us
I know I am selfish and I am sorry for that
But I am changing my ways one step at a time
I do not want you to think I do not love you anymore
But me keep mistreating you is adding the stress on more
Before you start yo blame yourself for this, just
remember I am the cause of all my stress.
Because I am the one that hurts you and everybody else
I know you do not like me talking this way, but I
had to get this off my chest
I do not want to break up, but I want you to know
that if I keep hurting you, I am going to have to let you go
I know you think its for the worst and I know you
do not understand.
I am not letting go of you right now, just yet
because I want to try to change my ways and make
this relationship last; so I need you to tell me
what I am doing wrong, so I can fix it and let
us move on. Not apart, but together, I just
need you to tell me so I will not mess this up.
Do not tell me nothing, cause I know I am doing you
wrong, so tell me the truth so this stress will be
gone