Losing Myself, If I Lose You

I shut my eyes to forget the time, but then I realize that I've lost my mind. I close my heart to not feel the pain, I stay here in my room and lock my thoughts so I won't go insane.

I see myself hit the floor, it's just that I can't take it anymore. I don't want to be like this I need to let you know everything I'm holding inside it's all these things that make me cry.

I try to pick myself up but I see myself hit the floor, my heart is not beating anymore. I can't take it the pain is to deep runninig within me and it's making me weak.

If you let go I'll hit the floor my body will turn cold and my eyes will shed there last tears. I'll never feel my fears or feel pain nor happiness ever again.